Letters from Nathan

[lynettedc]

I get a letter from Nathan at least every three days. it's awesome and his words are so beautiful. he is such wonderful person and i'm the luckiest girl in the world to have him as my soul mate. How do i love them? let me count the ways. I've been in this retro rockin' in so hard no matter what comes my way kind of mood for a while now. it only lessens last night as i found out one of my friends is engaged. he's only 19 what the hell is wrong with people. do they feel that in order to keep their lover they must take it to the next level? at age 19. what makes them think they are in any way prepared for marriage. if they love eachother so dearly and their relationship will last forever, why can't they wait until they are more mature, more life experienced. Wait at least until you know who you are and what you want from life. wait until you are the person you want to be. Wait until you're ready. idk. it's none of my business yet still i sit in judgment. it's wrong i know. but i do support them believe it or not. it is their life and their choices. i just don't agree with their decision. they are the ones that will have to face themselves and their choices when that time comes, and i feel so badly for them. the pain the will suffer and what if they have children. then those kids suffer from the divorce. So sad, it is. I disagree with the decision not them. I care for them. We have to crawl before we can walk. well, i love you all and i wish i had time to hang out with you all, but life is life.
Love, Lynette.