early in the mornings

[lyndloujo]

so today was johns first day at starbucks.
drove him to work because the van is currently under the weather.
i need to go to work in an hour.
i dont feel like it.

i really can't wait until john and i move into that place of ours.

i hope everything works out great.
im most confident that it will.
yesterday my manager yelled at me.

i have never had someone do that to me before.
i would have to say it was the most irritating thing.
he was a dumass and i wanted to fire him.

but it doesn't work that way.
sometimes i wish i still smoked cigarettes sometimes.
like i want to buy some
i would like to smoke a cigarette with john in the morning
gives us a little common ground..ya know?
i suppose.

but health and money will suffer if i start again.
and john was doing pretty good not smoking a pack a day.
jeez ohhhhh petes.
i dont like work anymore.
its not fun like it use to be in the beginning...