I'm doing horrible.
Things are so out of control but because I am me...you would never know.
I function on too high of a level.
Insanity; doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results.
.

This is not the way things were supposed to go...I think that could be the cliche line to define my life.

I'm not just being an emo teenager who thinks their life is so much harder.
I don't.
Its just that no one really gets my situation...not like I would have anyone to talk about it with anyways.
I honestly don't think I can make it 4 more months.

So yesterday I woke up in a muggy hotel room, ate some fiber-one and a protein shake....and then I WON NATIONALS ( Read more... )

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