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[lyn_lyn]

I went to Clark's visitation today. I didn't know how bad I really felt until I got to the telephone pole just next to the funeral home. It's like my body finally fully accepted that all of this was real. I had many shoulders to cry on though. I felt silly because I was the only one sobbing in line...I felt like I was being too loud or soemthing...

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[obscure_oracle]

It's so horrible when things like this happen.:( I didn't know Clark well; I only remember that he rode the same afternoon bus as me at Bridgetown. I hope you'll feel a little better after the funeral.

[lyn_lyn]

thanks hon♥

;_;

[animeotaku0321]

I know this is stupid to bring up, but they didn't gel and spike Clark's hair! I was so used to seeing him like that...I mean, almost all the pictures they had of him were like that. It just didn't look exactly like him...at least not from what I recall of seeing him.

I know it was sooo hard being there with everyone. When I walked in and I saw Sandy in line, I said, "Hi" and she's like, "How are you doing?......that's a stupid question to ask" When she hugged me, I started crying. I didn't want it to be real. I wanted it to be a big practical joke....but no one was laughing.

Don't worry, I was definitely sobbing really loud too....I kept trying not to cry...but I am the biggest crybaby ever and when I got up to the casket, I could barely stand. His parents were there and I can't believe how strong they were, I can't believe they could say words of comfort to me. Shouldn't I be the one offering them comfort?

God, I'm crying now...I have got to get my mind off of this...I need to go and watch some anime..