well...
I think it is almost over.
I hate for it to be...
and my heart is in much pain
I will not state the rediculous lie that I will never love again
because I know I will.
I still love him,
and it isn't officially over yet,
but I have given up hope for it to continue.
I will always love him.
He will always be the one I compare everyone else to.
there will never be any avoiding that,
and it will hurt me everytime I do it,
but we reached our peak before we were even together.
It's been downhill for awhile.
I don't even know why I held on to that blind hope
I really never saw it coming, though I should have.
I always imagined it just miraculously get better.
The only man, I ever seriously considered risking my life for in order to have his children...
and he is almost gone...
I am young.
I have my whole life ahead of me.
however short or long it may be.
I hate for it to be...
and my heart is in much pain
I will not state the rediculous lie that I will never love again
because I know I will.
I still love him,
and it isn't officially over yet,
but I have given up hope for it to continue.
I will always love him.
He will always be the one I compare everyone else to.
there will never be any avoiding that,
and it will hurt me everytime I do it,
but we reached our peak before we were even together.
It's been downhill for awhile.
I don't even know why I held on to that blind hope
I really never saw it coming, though I should have.
I always imagined it just miraculously get better.
The only man, I ever seriously considered risking my life for in order to have his children...
and he is almost gone...
I am young.
I have my whole life ahead of me.
however short or long it may be.