Nov 30, 2005 19:00
I feel like I am so lost. I think I still miss Cody... That just sucks. I think I miss him because he was my last crush and I can't get him out of my head until I like someone new. -.- which sucks 'cause I just don't feel anything right now for anyone. If I do then I am ignoring it 'cause they like someone else or it just doesn't feel right. I wish I could give up on it because it hurts to know that if someone likes you, you usually don't like them back and when you like someone else; they usually like someone else. Growl right!? Hmm and now he is atlking to me and now his gf is over there and yeah. I am like "haha I bet it's gret having the two girls you <3 right next to you at the same time" in my mind. I think he likes me but at the same time he wants to have someone he can actually see... Hmmm. I wish I could have someone I could actually see who cared about me like that gosh! It's about time. It has been like 3 years since I have had a real bf man -.- COME ON haha. hmm I am so readyto be huggled right baout now haha... yeah going away now -.-
Haha I like my title XD by the way if someone did that and tehy were a cute emo guy... haha I dunno what I would do ^^
-hopeless romantic daze- ahha I gotta go XD