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Tiring few days. Am exceedingly angry with our buses - would it KILL them to put an arrow on the sign saying "All buses canceled, go to this place instead?" Also, "this place" was two miles away and funnily enough, I had not planned a two mile walk into my getting to the dole on time. I was pretty late which horrified me as I have a great, pathological loathing for being late to anything official. I threw myself into the place pretty much going "OMG, I'M SO SORRY FOR FAILING YOU!" Luckily, they were extremely nice and a few people had already had problems so it didn't matter but by then, I had managed to get myself into a total frenzy and was miserable for the rest of the day really.
Didn't help that my uncle and aunt are visiting. They are very nice people but of course, we had to have the "So Lycoris is unemployed then?" conversation which nearly made me cry with the miserable pointlessness of it all. Yaaaaay. *sighs* I keep thinking that I want to see my relatives and then realise just how awful talking to them is sometimes. Or maybe it's just because I'm having a week of not-feeling-that-good about myself. *sighs* Feh. I must cling to the fact that I have managed two "discussions" with my uncle now and held my own very well. Go me.
Wrote my first 40fandoms fic though! Merlin the Happy Pig! Guess which fandom that is! ;)
Didn't help that my uncle and aunt are visiting. They are very nice people but of course, we had to have the "So Lycoris is unemployed then?" conversation which nearly made me cry with the miserable pointlessness of it all. Yaaaaay. *sighs* I keep thinking that I want to see my relatives and then realise just how awful talking to them is sometimes. Or maybe it's just because I'm having a week of not-feeling-that-good about myself. *sighs* Feh. I must cling to the fact that I have managed two "discussions" with my uncle now and held my own very well. Go me.
Wrote my first 40fandoms fic though! Merlin the Happy Pig! Guess which fandom that is! ;)