Still alive
Hello, says a voice from the past.
I really have no idea what to say to you all. I also have no idea if anyone will actually read this, as I'm sure you all gave up on me a long time ago.
Firstly, I am so so so sorry for all the stories I left unfinished. I never did it because I wanted to. In fact, it really cut very deep that I had to step away and say goodbye. I can go into the details if you really want, but that's not what this post is all about.
Mostly, I really want to say thank you. I have been reading a couple of my past fics, but also reading the comments that went after them. I can't tell you how many times my heart got lodged in my throat. You guys are just amazing. I never received a single nasty comment, even though I know some of my fics went way beyond dark and depraved... or made some beloved characters into bad guys,
Over the years we've been apart, my muse never returned to me. I haven't been able to write more than two chapters of anything original, even though I have tried hundreds of times. Sometimes it started off good or ok, but then everything just dried up, like the life got sucked out of it. I have no idea.
I will say that yes, after reading some of my old stuff I am feeling the urge to write again, but I will warn you not to expect a single thing from me because I will most likely disappoint you.
I really just wanted to stop by and say hi, and tell you guys how much I love you, and how your support and love got me through the very worst period my life had ever been in.
You guys saved my life. Thank you so so so so so so so so much,
Love always,
Lyca xxx
I really have no idea what to say to you all. I also have no idea if anyone will actually read this, as I'm sure you all gave up on me a long time ago.
Firstly, I am so so so sorry for all the stories I left unfinished. I never did it because I wanted to. In fact, it really cut very deep that I had to step away and say goodbye. I can go into the details if you really want, but that's not what this post is all about.
Mostly, I really want to say thank you. I have been reading a couple of my past fics, but also reading the comments that went after them. I can't tell you how many times my heart got lodged in my throat. You guys are just amazing. I never received a single nasty comment, even though I know some of my fics went way beyond dark and depraved... or made some beloved characters into bad guys,
Over the years we've been apart, my muse never returned to me. I haven't been able to write more than two chapters of anything original, even though I have tried hundreds of times. Sometimes it started off good or ok, but then everything just dried up, like the life got sucked out of it. I have no idea.
I will say that yes, after reading some of my old stuff I am feeling the urge to write again, but I will warn you not to expect a single thing from me because I will most likely disappoint you.
I really just wanted to stop by and say hi, and tell you guys how much I love you, and how your support and love got me through the very worst period my life had ever been in.
You guys saved my life. Thank you so so so so so so so so much,
Love always,
Lyca xxx