All I hear is hear is raindrops fallin on my rooftop..
lost internet connection at my house til friday. fuck road runner. i wrote this last night, while I was on the phone with chad..it's a mix of somthing I made up & a favorite quote.
I see you smile, and I know that I'm not the reason your smiling anymore..It's breaking my heart. You'll *always* be everything I never knew I always wanted..and lost.
i'm probably doing myself more pain than good by going to his tourniment. I want him to know I still support him & care. it's amazing how much..a few days & a phone conversation can change things & break things apart. that quote, about if you love someone & let them go..and if they return to you; it was truely ment to be..i hope it's true. i don't even know what to hope for..if there's anything left to hope or try for.
I see you smile, and I know that I'm not the reason your smiling anymore..It's breaking my heart. You'll *always* be everything I never knew I always wanted..and lost.
i'm probably doing myself more pain than good by going to his tourniment. I want him to know I still support him & care. it's amazing how much..a few days & a phone conversation can change things & break things apart. that quote, about if you love someone & let them go..and if they return to you; it was truely ment to be..i hope it's true. i don't even know what to hope for..if there's anything left to hope or try for.