more random.
--- im so broke! and its not even from shopping :( groceries, formals, auctions, presents. i guess this means no starbucks for a while. plus i have to pay for rent next year. or at least, half of it. oy, my bank account is so empty. its weird cuz i had more money when i used to go shopping like every week. but now i havent even gone shopping in what seems like forever... and i dont know where my money goes. probly cuz i work less hours.
--- whats the difference btwn fighting for something and not knowing when to let go? some things are worth putting up a fight to keep. everything isnt always easy. if you let go of everything, what would you be left with? if you really want something, you'd fight for it. you cant just think that it'll come back if you do nothing. but at the same time... some things need to be let go. how do you know when? when do you say 'im done' ?
--- the saddest part. my mom asked me what my dreams were. and i came up blank. i could blame it on the discouragement i feel because im not at the top of my class anymore. or i could say its the fact that i've spent so long trying not to expect anything, that i've stopped expecting anything from myself as well. maybe i've been so much time living day to day.. midterm to midterm, that i cant even think that far ahead. it scared me. to not know what i wanted. as far as career. after searching my mind for an adequate response, all i could say was that i wanted to be happy. doing what? i dont know.
--- whats the difference btwn fighting for something and not knowing when to let go? some things are worth putting up a fight to keep. everything isnt always easy. if you let go of everything, what would you be left with? if you really want something, you'd fight for it. you cant just think that it'll come back if you do nothing. but at the same time... some things need to be let go. how do you know when? when do you say 'im done' ?
--- the saddest part. my mom asked me what my dreams were. and i came up blank. i could blame it on the discouragement i feel because im not at the top of my class anymore. or i could say its the fact that i've spent so long trying not to expect anything, that i've stopped expecting anything from myself as well. maybe i've been so much time living day to day.. midterm to midterm, that i cant even think that far ahead. it scared me. to not know what i wanted. as far as career. after searching my mind for an adequate response, all i could say was that i wanted to be happy. doing what? i dont know.