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So last night I got a bit drunk...nothing new...seems pretty common lately...none of my problems seem to disappear though. I am really so lost inside myself....no one really understands I don't think....They say they do, but how could they...I have no trust in anyone anymore....I am scared all of the time, that people will just change thier minds, and disappear...not talk about things...just leave...and what can you do really to change someone's mind? nothing really....somethings are cast in stone...whether people choose to believe it or not...somethings cannot be changed...you can not alter another persons heart....you can change an opinion, but you can't change feelings...they are either there or they arent....and if they are there...don't you know right off....or does it really take time to figure out? i am not sure...