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well lets see its been a while since i wrote in here, but i guess its ok, i havent really had the time to do so, so yea, well lets see, what all is goin on with life these days,
hummmmm.
my relationship is fallin to peices and it seems that no one wants to put it back together, either one wont try or, things just keep happening, like for to night, alexis, oh boy, woderful, alexis came down with 2 gifts for teddy, and well everyone knows that it givin teddy things makes me feel worst than i al ready am, not to mention that im sick, with a fever, and the thought and feelings of throwing up. isnt that just great. gee.... i wish somethin would happen, so that mine and teddy's relationship works out and that i dont loose him at all. i swear i love him, but right now i also hate him with a passion for not even tring, and sayin that he doesnt know how to try, and then takin the shit alexis got him, that makes me feel worst than i already am, because i should be the one doin that for him not some guy who wishs to be a girl that clams to love him more than i do.... which isnt possible, because i know that i love him more than his own parents love him. which is pretty sad, but its true.never the less........i just hope that one of these days he actually tries before sayin that he doesnt, because you wont know how to unless you do it the first time. and even then if you dont get it the first time you keep trin till you get it.well imma go to bed i need to rest so i can get over being sick, so night...
Meagan
hummmmm.
my relationship is fallin to peices and it seems that no one wants to put it back together, either one wont try or, things just keep happening, like for to night, alexis, oh boy, woderful, alexis came down with 2 gifts for teddy, and well everyone knows that it givin teddy things makes me feel worst than i al ready am, not to mention that im sick, with a fever, and the thought and feelings of throwing up. isnt that just great. gee.... i wish somethin would happen, so that mine and teddy's relationship works out and that i dont loose him at all. i swear i love him, but right now i also hate him with a passion for not even tring, and sayin that he doesnt know how to try, and then takin the shit alexis got him, that makes me feel worst than i already am, because i should be the one doin that for him not some guy who wishs to be a girl that clams to love him more than i do.... which isnt possible, because i know that i love him more than his own parents love him. which is pretty sad, but its true.never the less........i just hope that one of these days he actually tries before sayin that he doesnt, because you wont know how to unless you do it the first time. and even then if you dont get it the first time you keep trin till you get it.well imma go to bed i need to rest so i can get over being sick, so night...
Meagan