life and its many faces
Hey Readers,
I know that my last two posts have been painfully depressing. but I must say I'm in a much better mood than when I wrote last. This is due to several events that have happened over the past couple weeks. The question is where to start, as they are all important to me. Be forewarned though: some of what will be posted below may shock/confuse you. Read at your own risk.
OK, i'm done with the dramatic exageration. What can I say, it's one in the morning. Forgive me OK?
anyway, on with the post.
First subject: Cody. Miracles really do happen. Cody and I are now dating again. I can't tell you how happy this makes me. I know a lot of people out there are worried about me because of... past events... but I promise you all, I'm fine. hopefully we can make it work this time around. I really hope so. I honestly don't think that cody has any idea how happy he makes me. Nor does anyone else for amatter of fact. it's just somethingI can't explain, just ttrust me on it.
Next: my plans for college, or rather, my life after high school ingeneral. remember how I ranted on and on in an earlier post, about how I flat out refused to go to Living Skills? Well, that ship has set off on a different course. I am now going to that center, hopefully in the summer, of my own free will. I'll admit, at first I felt like I was being forced to go there, like other things that had happened this past month or so. But now I'm starting to see what benefits that center could hold for me. I mean honestly, with my mother's impatience, my reluctance to learn from her, and the time of my wanting to be independent drawing nearer, I feel I must take some control of my life. it is my life after all, who else is going to run it right?
Anyway, those were the two main topics that I felt deserved the most space. Other random things that have happend to me that I haven't touched on yet:
Morgan and I are now on speaking terms. I have been accepted to san Diego State University, which I'm actually happy about, even if I may not end up going there. I'm stil waiting on a call from guide dogs about my home interview. Still searching out scholarships. Attended a festival at Point Loma Nazarene on friday with my school's orchestra. we got to play for the conductor of the san diego chamber orchestra, and afterwords the different sections of instruments split up and got to work one on one with some players who really knew what they were doing. LOL oh and last but not least, I've been brought back in to the world of Miriani. I say brought back in because I played the game for about two weeks last year in october or september. My friend chris got me back in to it. Full credit goes to you Chris, so feel fre to take it. LOL
well, this is about all I can think of for now. Go right on ahead and comment, if you feel the need/desire. enjoy life to the fullest, and have a great day.
bianca
I know that my last two posts have been painfully depressing. but I must say I'm in a much better mood than when I wrote last. This is due to several events that have happened over the past couple weeks. The question is where to start, as they are all important to me. Be forewarned though: some of what will be posted below may shock/confuse you. Read at your own risk.
OK, i'm done with the dramatic exageration. What can I say, it's one in the morning. Forgive me OK?
anyway, on with the post.
First subject: Cody. Miracles really do happen. Cody and I are now dating again. I can't tell you how happy this makes me. I know a lot of people out there are worried about me because of... past events... but I promise you all, I'm fine. hopefully we can make it work this time around. I really hope so. I honestly don't think that cody has any idea how happy he makes me. Nor does anyone else for amatter of fact. it's just somethingI can't explain, just ttrust me on it.
Next: my plans for college, or rather, my life after high school ingeneral. remember how I ranted on and on in an earlier post, about how I flat out refused to go to Living Skills? Well, that ship has set off on a different course. I am now going to that center, hopefully in the summer, of my own free will. I'll admit, at first I felt like I was being forced to go there, like other things that had happened this past month or so. But now I'm starting to see what benefits that center could hold for me. I mean honestly, with my mother's impatience, my reluctance to learn from her, and the time of my wanting to be independent drawing nearer, I feel I must take some control of my life. it is my life after all, who else is going to run it right?
Anyway, those were the two main topics that I felt deserved the most space. Other random things that have happend to me that I haven't touched on yet:
Morgan and I are now on speaking terms. I have been accepted to san Diego State University, which I'm actually happy about, even if I may not end up going there. I'm stil waiting on a call from guide dogs about my home interview. Still searching out scholarships. Attended a festival at Point Loma Nazarene on friday with my school's orchestra. we got to play for the conductor of the san diego chamber orchestra, and afterwords the different sections of instruments split up and got to work one on one with some players who really knew what they were doing. LOL oh and last but not least, I've been brought back in to the world of Miriani. I say brought back in because I played the game for about two weeks last year in october or september. My friend chris got me back in to it. Full credit goes to you Chris, so feel fre to take it. LOL
well, this is about all I can think of for now. Go right on ahead and comment, if you feel the need/desire. enjoy life to the fullest, and have a great day.
bianca