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hopeful- and yet not wanting to hope. That is how I feel at this very moment. So very full of hope and yet trying to keep myself from expecting too much. I vacilate to quickly between extreme hope and despair, but I need to remember that central to everything is God. He will accomplish His plans for the life He has give me in His perfect timing.
still I hope I hope that something very good is about to happen.
Things are going well here. So well I question why I ever left. Food is still hard, but better. I am terrified of gaining weight still, but I actually ate a grilled chicken and bacon salade at McDonalds.
still I hope I hope that something very good is about to happen.
Things are going well here. So well I question why I ever left. Food is still hard, but better. I am terrified of gaining weight still, but I actually ate a grilled chicken and bacon salade at McDonalds.