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so, firstly, thanks for the kind emails and phone calls. i have been really out of it. yesterday, i did some dyeing and apparently overdid it, i get so excited when i feel good enough to actually do stuff that i overdo. i talked on the phone, sat outside in the sunshine, did the dyeing, hung it up, sat outside and talked, dyed some more, hung it up ( Read more... )

i am having a really hard time getting up. i have stuff that has to get out today and i have just now gotten my coffee and pep pill. i am so tired. my mind has been racing with all of the things i want to make and do, but the body is just not cooperating. it is a funny thing, on lupus group online i notice that people make comments that lupus sucks ( Read more... )

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so. i know, i have been absent. everyone knows why. a combo of lupus/cfs/fybro/migraines....and....ISOBEL. she eats my energy for breakfast. again, if you have children that are alive and have thrived...my hat is off to you. i am not wearing a hat, but you know, my hair hat. my kitten is off to you, anyway. so, i had a hectic weekend which involved ( Read more... )

at the risk of sounding like a bitcher and a moaner (i kinda am though), i will just say that i have been too tired to do really anything. i have been trying to push to at least get something productive done no matter how bad i feel...crochet a necky thing, do the fimo part of buttons in bed, small things, but i get so bummed out and depressed. i ( Read more... )

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okay, so i have been a bit absent lately. all of the horrible things that have happened this week, i just didn't even know what to say. on the same day, the shootings in virginia and all of the car bombs in the "safe zone" which barely made the news at all. horrible. all of it, horrible. and in this area, on the same days as those things happened, ( Read more... )

i really want to blog more but i am soooo out of it and tired. wanna see? it ain't pretty. but at least i'm honest. notice that it is dark and my pupils are pinpricks. also, that one eye is halfclosed.

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