cue butthurt.
ugh. long story short, my roommate/hetero lifemate/friend who i love but am secretly competitive with and i both auditioned for our school's big musical. neither of us have done a musical in like four years, we're both in a cappella groups, we're like comparable singing wise though she is a little better than me. we both got called back, but i got the "rando chorus" callback and she got called back for the lead.
wah fucking wah. i'm so happy for her, but i'm also seriously butthurt. i mean, i hope i get in anyways and it will still be fun but like... just, whatever, it sucks kind of.
ALSO, i am maybe getting back together with my kind of ex? but it all hinges on whether or not he can get his shit together enough to decide whether he actually is, you know, physically attracted to me? which is really awesome for my self esteem.
blah blah, whine whine.
wah fucking wah. i'm so happy for her, but i'm also seriously butthurt. i mean, i hope i get in anyways and it will still be fun but like... just, whatever, it sucks kind of.
ALSO, i am maybe getting back together with my kind of ex? but it all hinges on whether or not he can get his shit together enough to decide whether he actually is, you know, physically attracted to me? which is really awesome for my self esteem.
blah blah, whine whine.