stress
This week went alright i guess. with a few exceptions.
mondaybad news.monday was hard because we found out michelle has a mild case of autism, and will be in specail ed classes next year. Before my mom even told me, i could have guessed. i already had an idea that she had it. It was just so hard to hear, i mean she is my baby sister. i dont know how long she will be in specail ed classes for a couple years or the rest of her school life. i am worried about what other people are gonna say to her. i dont want her to be made fun of b/c she has a set back. i want her to live a normal life. I am very glad we know now that way she can get the help she needs, and i pray that my family and i can help her as well. "its cheap and ugly... like a lot of whores"
tuesday dreaded valentines day.nothing special. i was pretty good during the beginning of the day, but as it went on i couldn't help but think that i dont have anyone. someone told me think of it as a day to soo your friends and family how much you love them. i was like soo true. that night i went to work. like only 2 people came in after 8. whast the point of being open so late? w/e. "wait wait 2 HOTT girls were making out?" "ewww you sicko"
wednesdaydont remeber what happned..as i am doing my ACT homework and i go to check my answeatrs and i am getting them all wrong and was like freakign out. thinking"crap i am really gonna failt the ACT" oo but wait..i was looking at the wrong answear sheet. yeah i am getting a high score on thsi ACT.
thursdaystress had my ACT class. my teacher was named lovegren. lol i am beginning to feel very old and overwhelmed. i dont know where i want to go to college, i dont know what i want to do. i feel so unprepared. I had to study for 3 differerent things and that class took up 2hrs. kid-"hey everyone quite" teaacher" yes, this coming from the kid that has been talking the most" everyone-"ohhhhhh" teacher-"o was that a burn? sorry."
todaysickenss i woke up feeling sick. throat hurting, cant breathe, cough. the whole thing. in gym i got whacked in the head with a frisbee and from there i developed a headache. i had multiple test and quizzes that filled my day. i come home and part way into my nap, i am awoken by my mom yelling a my sister...gah i just wanted sleep. right now i have no idea whats going on tonight and i just want to cry. i dont know exactly why other then i am just stressed...school. the future, family, friends, boys.
"everything is gonna be alright, be strong believe"
o yeah come on back to me by third day...i am like addicted to that flippin song.
mondaybad news.monday was hard because we found out michelle has a mild case of autism, and will be in specail ed classes next year. Before my mom even told me, i could have guessed. i already had an idea that she had it. It was just so hard to hear, i mean she is my baby sister. i dont know how long she will be in specail ed classes for a couple years or the rest of her school life. i am worried about what other people are gonna say to her. i dont want her to be made fun of b/c she has a set back. i want her to live a normal life. I am very glad we know now that way she can get the help she needs, and i pray that my family and i can help her as well. "its cheap and ugly... like a lot of whores"
tuesday dreaded valentines day.nothing special. i was pretty good during the beginning of the day, but as it went on i couldn't help but think that i dont have anyone. someone told me think of it as a day to soo your friends and family how much you love them. i was like soo true. that night i went to work. like only 2 people came in after 8. whast the point of being open so late? w/e. "wait wait 2 HOTT girls were making out?" "ewww you sicko"
wednesdaydont remeber what happned..as i am doing my ACT homework and i go to check my answeatrs and i am getting them all wrong and was like freakign out. thinking"crap i am really gonna failt the ACT" oo but wait..i was looking at the wrong answear sheet. yeah i am getting a high score on thsi ACT.
thursdaystress had my ACT class. my teacher was named lovegren. lol i am beginning to feel very old and overwhelmed. i dont know where i want to go to college, i dont know what i want to do. i feel so unprepared. I had to study for 3 differerent things and that class took up 2hrs. kid-"hey everyone quite" teaacher" yes, this coming from the kid that has been talking the most" everyone-"ohhhhhh" teacher-"o was that a burn? sorry."
todaysickenss i woke up feeling sick. throat hurting, cant breathe, cough. the whole thing. in gym i got whacked in the head with a frisbee and from there i developed a headache. i had multiple test and quizzes that filled my day. i come home and part way into my nap, i am awoken by my mom yelling a my sister...gah i just wanted sleep. right now i have no idea whats going on tonight and i just want to cry. i dont know exactly why other then i am just stressed...school. the future, family, friends, boys.
"everything is gonna be alright, be strong believe"
o yeah come on back to me by third day...i am like addicted to that flippin song.