feelings
why do feelings have to be so hard to read?
i wish that they were just known or that i had the guts to say something. beacause i am trying to read what i ahve been told but i dont know if i am comprehending it or reading it right. i am not even sure if i know how i feel, i am pretty sure i do, but only with the help of a little "seed." I always end up being more of a freind and usually i am ok with it but i still want more. i dont know...blah.