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I really need to start writing again. I know that i have the ability. And not just ability, Gift!
The last thing I really actually wrote was a screenplay for a film that Curtis is going to direct. I can feel that I have all these ideas and definitely the passion and soul for it. But I'm really lazy. And busy, lately. I've preoccupied my time with reading great works of art rather than creating my own. And if i really feel that its my calling I should believe myself and just DO IT ALREADY. But then again, maybe it isn't my calling. And I know for sure that My Heart is somewhere else write now. I sit here sometimes and read what my friends are posting on lj and it depresses me a little bit. The most recent was Joseph's rant. Which was memorable and hilarious. But after reading it I couldn't help but feel sad, it was soo strange. In a way that really yanked my chain. I know that because I can relate to what he said is why I feel this way now. But those are his memories, I need to search for my own, create my own hurt, my own want. But I'm glad he shared with us(those who have him added as a friend).
The last thing I really actually wrote was a screenplay for a film that Curtis is going to direct. I can feel that I have all these ideas and definitely the passion and soul for it. But I'm really lazy. And busy, lately. I've preoccupied my time with reading great works of art rather than creating my own. And if i really feel that its my calling I should believe myself and just DO IT ALREADY. But then again, maybe it isn't my calling. And I know for sure that My Heart is somewhere else write now. I sit here sometimes and read what my friends are posting on lj and it depresses me a little bit. The most recent was Joseph's rant. Which was memorable and hilarious. But after reading it I couldn't help but feel sad, it was soo strange. In a way that really yanked my chain. I know that because I can relate to what he said is why I feel this way now. But those are his memories, I need to search for my own, create my own hurt, my own want. But I'm glad he shared with us(those who have him added as a friend).