haha soooo it's been over a month since I've said anything in this blasted journal that I love so much. But for some reason right now i feel the urge to type. Ok so this morning I had to be at work at 11. For some reason, be it my alarm or what have you, I woke up at 12....yeah, that sucked. So i called in to work and they literally had 2 tables in ( Read more... )

im soooo tired....but wide awake tonight. laying here in my bed....on mom's laptop....spelled with a p not a b, thank you very much. sooo much happening, so much HAS happened.....but u know its crazy...when lots of stuff IS going on, i feel the littlest urge to update. so this is as far as it gets. night everyone

had a really really great spring break. one of the best, and most chill in a while....gonna hate going back to school on monday, but it must be done...

well its Easter...exciting, I know. I dont really know how to feel at this point in my life...haha like, Yesterday and today are beautiful days, they really are, and I love nice weather like this. I think the only thing Im concerned about is other people...not myself. oh well. Friday night was awesome. Eden, Ryan, and myself all spent the night in ( Read more... )

you ever have like 45 billion moods swirling around inside of you at one time? and If I choose one, I'll feel like I'm missing out on another....so strange to feel so many ways at one time. Its pretty much unreal.

hoping for tent haha

So pissed at Mom for ruining things....seriously, im going to be 18 in like 3 days....she cant treat me like a little kid forever...as much as she'd love to. Well I dont really care, Im gonna do what I want ( Read more... )

so much to talk about, so I wont.

too many things to try and put in to metaphors, so again I wont.

Too many feelings, so they'll just stay where they are

~Second~

- today was alright....sad....very sad....but it's ok. I feel bad for the rest of the family -

Earlier today, there was nothin that coulda broken my mood.

now im pretty frustrated....

and the waiting game continues....