stuck between the thoughts
when hypomanic, agitatedly depressed or neurotically anxious, my thoughts are too many...
they collide and scream and yell and press so tightly up against each other that i often have no idea what i am thinking; that i can't tell what one thought is saying when the others are so loud.
but lately.... my thoughts instead of being too close to each other and overlapping, they are spread far far far apart....
i cannot relate one to the other and often find myself falling into the deep vacuous holes between them.
they collide and scream and yell and press so tightly up against each other that i often have no idea what i am thinking; that i can't tell what one thought is saying when the others are so loud.
but lately.... my thoughts instead of being too close to each other and overlapping, they are spread far far far apart....
i cannot relate one to the other and often find myself falling into the deep vacuous holes between them.