being ON
and so today, the day after an eerie bout of depersonalization, i sit once again at the computer feeling a little TOO "on"....
like a light dimmer pulled all the way up to its brightest, i am a giant glare in this blue room....
the potential energy inside me is buzzing up and down my legs, begging to be made kinetic
thoughts bounce around my skull like skittles dropping from a kids' hand....
they pass by quickly, so quickly that i cannot detect their message
but i feel them.
i sense them
as they crowd the space within my skull.
i know they are longing for movement & action because my body tells me so
but they won't introduce themselves to me in quiet whisper thought...
instead they hide in butterfly costumes in my stomach
and lightening in my legs
like a light dimmer pulled all the way up to its brightest, i am a giant glare in this blue room....
the potential energy inside me is buzzing up and down my legs, begging to be made kinetic
thoughts bounce around my skull like skittles dropping from a kids' hand....
they pass by quickly, so quickly that i cannot detect their message
but i feel them.
i sense them
as they crowd the space within my skull.
i know they are longing for movement & action because my body tells me so
but they won't introduce themselves to me in quiet whisper thought...
instead they hide in butterfly costumes in my stomach
and lightening in my legs