a kind of private revolt

Nov 30, 2008 12:13

I have this strange sense that I need 2 heal... That some damage, illness, hardship or injury has occured and I need 2 convulese (sp?)...

I can't tell u exactly what the insult was or whether its all body or all mind... But I can tell u 4 sure that it is real and deep and consuming.

I work hard all week 2 learn how 2 be a better person. I struggle 2 make a difference in the life of a trying, complicated, often violent and sick kid. I am constantly reminded of what's wrong w me as I work 2 fix what's wrong w them... When the wknd comes, having no outlet besides books and writing, I'm drained.

I just need 2 sleep
And often 2 heal...

My asthma attack and brief tho painful fight w my mom DID ad insult 2 injury and perhaps that is why I feel so in need of healing.... The natural medicine of time and rest.

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'"do u mind it? All I the quiet?
,no, not at all" and that was the truth. Healing is a kind of revolt, and as I think I've said, all successful revolts begin in secret'

stephen king - duma keys

healing, hard work week, alone, revolt

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