my BORDERLINE COMMUNITY post
i am ashamed to admit that i feel "rejected" at the lack of comments on my posts.
why would i? i mean, the whole world has to wait with baited breath form my posts and dive into comments as if they'd die if they couldn't!??! what kind of ego - broken or otherwise - do i have!??!?!
i was on this site all of the time awhile ago... people were beyond receptive
i think i healed a little every time i wrote, read a comment, read your posts and commented myself...
so now that the almighty luvpumpkin waltzes back on the LJ scene, y'all are supposed to stop what you are doing, acknowledge my incredibly missed presence and write feverishly about how happy, how relieved you all are than i have returned....
what in all holy hell is wrong with me!??!!?
i feel like a child needing everyone in the room to see my elbow macaroni picture frame...
my thanksgiving turkey craft i made by tracing my own little elementary school hand...
i am almost 32....
hoe ridiculous and shameful how needy and ego centric i am
why would i? i mean, the whole world has to wait with baited breath form my posts and dive into comments as if they'd die if they couldn't!??! what kind of ego - broken or otherwise - do i have!??!?!
i was on this site all of the time awhile ago... people were beyond receptive
i think i healed a little every time i wrote, read a comment, read your posts and commented myself...
so now that the almighty luvpumpkin waltzes back on the LJ scene, y'all are supposed to stop what you are doing, acknowledge my incredibly missed presence and write feverishly about how happy, how relieved you all are than i have returned....
what in all holy hell is wrong with me!??!!?
i feel like a child needing everyone in the room to see my elbow macaroni picture frame...
my thanksgiving turkey craft i made by tracing my own little elementary school hand...
i am almost 32....
hoe ridiculous and shameful how needy and ego centric i am