the bubble

[luvpumpkin]

so i put on Remember Me...
not sure why...
seemed a little brooding... a little combo Edward and Robert himself...
what that means, i have no fucking idea but it motivated my hand to OK "order" OnDemand

darkish - gritty
like the NYC of my adolescence...

something i miss...

both - the city
and my adolescence...

watching the movie i semi depersonalize
or perhaps it is derealize...

unless intense, horrifically intense
i can never tell which of the two i am feeling...

or experiencing, as it were....

1.5 shots of BubbleGum Vodka
w/ poland spring water

and i am home