eerie calm
today i feel oddly calm...
is it the new mix o' meds my new doc has me on or is it instead some mean, insidious and devious in-between-land that is meant to deceive and mock me just before it thrusts me into a spin of up or down?
i shall choose to believe it is meds with a bit of contentedness thrown in.
but i am prepared if it IS the lie...
the lie i have been told over and over
and believed again and again.
is it the new mix o' meds my new doc has me on or is it instead some mean, insidious and devious in-between-land that is meant to deceive and mock me just before it thrusts me into a spin of up or down?
i shall choose to believe it is meds with a bit of contentedness thrown in.
but i am prepared if it IS the lie...
the lie i have been told over and over
and believed again and again.