Last Day
Okay so this is officially my last day working as a camp counselor...which is kind of sad really, but it also is kind of freeing...seeing as now i can sleep in past 7:00 in the morning. I'm having such weird self-esteem issues right now. Like someone will come up to me and say how "pretty" I am...and i just don't believe it...ever. I don't know why really...I just wish i could find someone who could help me feel the way that i supposively look...Damnit i wish i were british! ::sniffle:: I guess this is just the difference of being 17 as compared to being 16...things just change even though i have barely been 17 for a week. I feel stuck in it. I need out. I'm stuck in my house, in my thoughts, in this town, in this state, in this country i just want to visit somewhere new like france or london, i really want to visit Great Britain. That would just be equisite! ok well...i guess I'm just rambling on now...so I'll rant more later.