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Hey! Me again!
Just to let you all know, I'm going to be in MI Monday thru Thursday, so if you wanna hang out, let me know (although don't count on me driving! My parents work during the daytime, and I haven't driven in FOREVER!!! ) Sean's picking me up from the Royal Oak station, and going straight to the States Office to renew my license (thanks Sean!)
Dunno what I'll be doing for my b-day (Wednesday!)....we'll see. I'd like to do something 21 and over (some of my friends I invited for my party on the 28th aren't 21, so it's difficult), but we'll see. Got any ideas?
Um...work has been a headache recently. The manager basically treats me like an idiot sometimes, and it pisses me off to the point where I almost snapped at her. She's really nice, but when it comes to problems, it's apparently always my fault since I'm the newest member. Grr. Other than that, everyone else has been treating me vaguely nicely.
Ummers...Next weekend is going to be crazy. Thursday, I planned a combined party for me, my friend, and a bunch of her friends to celebrate our July birthdays. The next day Ryan and Courtney will be here, and then Paul and Chris, and whoever else decided last minute to come, so that should be a blast. The next day will be my party, and the next day is where everyone leaves, :(
On a total mood change, I just got off the phone with Paul...kinda upset and sad. I hate the fact that he calls just to talk to him for a few minutes, and then he has to go. I didn't really get to say anything...and when i did, he wasn't listening, nor did he asked about what I said. Didn't get to tell him what I did for the day or not....just...a pointless phone call really. I dunno...now I'm feeling really bummed out...
I have so many mixed emotions, I feel mad, sad, hypocritical, and not loved, to the point where I just want to break down now.
I really am messed up...
Just to let you all know, I'm going to be in MI Monday thru Thursday, so if you wanna hang out, let me know (although don't count on me driving! My parents work during the daytime, and I haven't driven in FOREVER!!! ) Sean's picking me up from the Royal Oak station, and going straight to the States Office to renew my license (thanks Sean!)
Dunno what I'll be doing for my b-day (Wednesday!)....we'll see. I'd like to do something 21 and over (some of my friends I invited for my party on the 28th aren't 21, so it's difficult), but we'll see. Got any ideas?
Um...work has been a headache recently. The manager basically treats me like an idiot sometimes, and it pisses me off to the point where I almost snapped at her. She's really nice, but when it comes to problems, it's apparently always my fault since I'm the newest member. Grr. Other than that, everyone else has been treating me vaguely nicely.
Ummers...Next weekend is going to be crazy. Thursday, I planned a combined party for me, my friend, and a bunch of her friends to celebrate our July birthdays. The next day Ryan and Courtney will be here, and then Paul and Chris, and whoever else decided last minute to come, so that should be a blast. The next day will be my party, and the next day is where everyone leaves, :(
On a total mood change, I just got off the phone with Paul...kinda upset and sad. I hate the fact that he calls just to talk to him for a few minutes, and then he has to go. I didn't really get to say anything...and when i did, he wasn't listening, nor did he asked about what I said. Didn't get to tell him what I did for the day or not....just...a pointless phone call really. I dunno...now I'm feeling really bummed out...
I have so many mixed emotions, I feel mad, sad, hypocritical, and not loved, to the point where I just want to break down now.
I really am messed up...