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[luvingtohateu]

my body shakes,
and its not cold.
my life feels empty,
but my schediual's full.
i hate not haveing him,
i hate feling lonely,
i hate not knowing if ill ever see him,
i hate everything, but i cant avoide me,
i dont want to be with myself anymore...
i dont play nice,
i only talk to strangers,
i dont look both ways,
but im little girl's role model.
i dress in black cus my soul is there,
and i hate everything,
the scars on my arms are proof enough,
my life's as empty as my soul,
my body shakes,
but i cant be cold...