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[luvingtohateu]

im feeling so out of touch,
apparentally the world has passed me by,
and i cant do anything but stare into the darkness, that has become my life,
i havef nothing, yet i have everything,
i have things i want and things i need, and things in between,
but not him,
and right now he seems like everything,
does that mean i have nothing?
i feel alone and empty,
and i wish i would just go away,
i dont want to be my friend anymore...
i want him, and thats all...
i hate this, and i think i hate god...
i just dont think this is fair!

hating life, loving shoes,
Em