here i am...
1:40 in the morning playing bass in the night, cranking weezer hoping the neighbors cant hear i love being alone and in myself moments ive lived with people persons and things under the same roof, it nevers works out... i admit i have stubborness i have my schedules comics wednsday house tuesday i rember the necessitys but forget to take the garbage to the curb, i have a short attention spans my big projects never pan out i suffer from lack of motivation my mind is eating the next idea before i get started on the last im a reluctant leader i like leading my scooby gang but decisions arent my fortay i hate being the bad guy but i love villians bela lugosi i wish i was, its easy to put a machette to a freinds forhead or to gut out his insides but to tell him the truth or your crazy Leave me alone i just cant this world would be alot easier if murder was legal for the non politicans this was supposed to be me writing i got my energy flowing again i took my bass out of the closet ive got a book i cant put down even after i finish it i have a new split personality im losing my personal reality and im loving it i found my own personal jesus limb by limb i love evolution i love the night it where people are sleeping so they cant see me while i spill out my thoughtswho knew by putting on someones elses hat glasses cigarette and shirt i really finding myself slowly surely its spilling out of my conscousness (people i cant spell) now i can see into peoples souls and im finding out who i want picking at my brain and who ill pick back aho slowly surely im coming into style and that is my own simple tshirt jeans will not suffice i will wear new colors but intergrating the old my music tastes are the same just new colors added to the box im creating a new religon me and i really beleive in myself im puttting an end to all these fear filters one by one jesus i need a drink but its almost morning now....guess i have to have waffles too Mahalo