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ok so its been a while since i wrote in this thing...to many things have been goin on. well for starters me and daryl broke up. :o*( im not too happy still about it. but now im moving back home which what if thats not a good idea? im most likely goin to have to share a room w/ amanda. and i kno she will hate me for it. i kno she likes having her own room and being independant and what not. i thought about asking if i can jus sleep in the basement ya kno jus get a futon and everything else can go in storage or something. i dunno. but i am soooo scared of moving out and then never seeing or talking to daryl again and the worst of all never being able to tell him how much i love him ever again. i wish that we do get back together maybe not right now..but hopefully down the road.
he says hes still moving to florida and that i should still go too. i want to soo bad but i dont want to jus go as his friend and hopefully he will see that he misses us and he made a big mistake to break up w/ me and all that. im goin to miss sleepin next to someone. somehow i gotta get used to sleeping alone everynight. :o( idont wannnnnna doooo this.....ugh i gotta go....
he says hes still moving to florida and that i should still go too. i want to soo bad but i dont want to jus go as his friend and hopefully he will see that he misses us and he made a big mistake to break up w/ me and all that. im goin to miss sleepin next to someone. somehow i gotta get used to sleeping alone everynight. :o( idont wannnnnna doooo this.....ugh i gotta go....