its been a while.....
alright so its been a while since i wrote..
well florida was amazing.daryl and i want to move down there..w/in a year or 2. and i really hope we do bc i am so sick of ny. i cant take this cold weather anymore. florida seems like a great place to live anyways. so what ive done is applied to florida state college. i think i am now ready to go. thing is i dont think i can get in bc i havent taken my SATS or ACTS,which sucks..so i doubt i will be able to get into the one college ive wanted to go to since 9th grade,so i will probably have to settle w/ a community college,which i guess isnt all that bad. i jus wish i get to be what i want to be,which i still havent decided what that is but still... i kno i want to do that disney internship(*REALLY REALLY BAD*) but other then that i have sooo many ideas running through my head of what i want to be that i cant decide. i wish i didnt take a year off and jus went on to college and i wish i would have applied to florida when i had the chance to. cuz my senior year i had requested info on florida state and they kept calling me to come tour the school and i kinda jus blew it off like a retard,i hate the descions i have made about school,i wanna do it all over againl. things would be alot better and id be in florida by now...and daryl would be there too w/ me. cuz i kno we would have been together then too but i was afraid id lose him again if i went off to college. stupid me...stupid stupid stupid :o(
eh other then that... i got a credit card..thing w/ that is i dont kno where i can use it. its not like a visa or master card. its usa gold credit card which means what? its got 10,000 on it so where do i use it? i tried at debs today but they only accept visa or master card so i am gonna try n get another one. i dont want to cancle this one bc i get % off on meds and roadside assistance.blahhhh
im so bored right now,daryl went back to work. i dont go back till thursday and thats my only day this week. stupid people i dunno why they did that blah supposed to be full time but it says im still part time on the damn schedual im beging to hate walmart and their stupid ways. i wanna go work at a day care center. outa this state tho,and we cant leave until i have my liscens and we have enough money to get an apt. down there,which may take a while considering my pays gonna be shitty as all hell cuz walmart is gay. speaking of walmart its freakin huge in florida. i never realized how huge it was till i actully went in the damn store again. wow 39 registers and my department (*toys*) is soo huge i couldnt find the end of it! LOL holy jeez then it was always sooo busy. no matter what day u went in on it was packed.the cool thing is everyone new atleast 2 diff. languages other then english. i find that facinating(*SP?*) omg i cant wait to go to florida,i kno that no matter what job i do i have to learn french and spanish,bc everyone there speaks atleast those 2 languages,its amazing. i wish NY was that amazing. sheesh people who move here have no idea what they are getting themselfs into. this state SUCKS! ERG cant things work out any faster?!?!?! ~*anyways*~
havent talked to ben in like forever. i think its been like 2 months? dunno whats goin on w/ him hes supposed to be home. of course i havent called him lately either. so sick of getting nuthin but his voicemail. but i do wonder how hes doin n stuff. stuck on what to do if i should jus wait for him to call(*which will probably be never?*) or jus keep tryin to call him. cuz i kno matt will get annoyed n say he dosnt care about him and wont answer me if i mention bens name. so yea its kinda difficult to get anything outa that kid. but wow this is getting extremely long so i think im gonna go now...byee
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well florida was amazing.daryl and i want to move down there..w/in a year or 2. and i really hope we do bc i am so sick of ny. i cant take this cold weather anymore. florida seems like a great place to live anyways. so what ive done is applied to florida state college. i think i am now ready to go. thing is i dont think i can get in bc i havent taken my SATS or ACTS,which sucks..so i doubt i will be able to get into the one college ive wanted to go to since 9th grade,so i will probably have to settle w/ a community college,which i guess isnt all that bad. i jus wish i get to be what i want to be,which i still havent decided what that is but still... i kno i want to do that disney internship(*REALLY REALLY BAD*) but other then that i have sooo many ideas running through my head of what i want to be that i cant decide. i wish i didnt take a year off and jus went on to college and i wish i would have applied to florida when i had the chance to. cuz my senior year i had requested info on florida state and they kept calling me to come tour the school and i kinda jus blew it off like a retard,i hate the descions i have made about school,i wanna do it all over againl. things would be alot better and id be in florida by now...and daryl would be there too w/ me. cuz i kno we would have been together then too but i was afraid id lose him again if i went off to college. stupid me...stupid stupid stupid :o(
eh other then that... i got a credit card..thing w/ that is i dont kno where i can use it. its not like a visa or master card. its usa gold credit card which means what? its got 10,000 on it so where do i use it? i tried at debs today but they only accept visa or master card so i am gonna try n get another one. i dont want to cancle this one bc i get % off on meds and roadside assistance.blahhhh
im so bored right now,daryl went back to work. i dont go back till thursday and thats my only day this week. stupid people i dunno why they did that blah supposed to be full time but it says im still part time on the damn schedual im beging to hate walmart and their stupid ways. i wanna go work at a day care center. outa this state tho,and we cant leave until i have my liscens and we have enough money to get an apt. down there,which may take a while considering my pays gonna be shitty as all hell cuz walmart is gay. speaking of walmart its freakin huge in florida. i never realized how huge it was till i actully went in the damn store again. wow 39 registers and my department (*toys*) is soo huge i couldnt find the end of it! LOL holy jeez then it was always sooo busy. no matter what day u went in on it was packed.the cool thing is everyone new atleast 2 diff. languages other then english. i find that facinating(*SP?*) omg i cant wait to go to florida,i kno that no matter what job i do i have to learn french and spanish,bc everyone there speaks atleast those 2 languages,its amazing. i wish NY was that amazing. sheesh people who move here have no idea what they are getting themselfs into. this state SUCKS! ERG cant things work out any faster?!?!?! ~*anyways*~
havent talked to ben in like forever. i think its been like 2 months? dunno whats goin on w/ him hes supposed to be home. of course i havent called him lately either. so sick of getting nuthin but his voicemail. but i do wonder how hes doin n stuff. stuck on what to do if i should jus wait for him to call(*which will probably be never?*) or jus keep tryin to call him. cuz i kno matt will get annoyed n say he dosnt care about him and wont answer me if i mention bens name. so yea its kinda difficult to get anything outa that kid. but wow this is getting extremely long so i think im gonna go now...byee
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