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I had a great weekend, and I wish I could do this all the time. I havent been home since Friday morning @ 6:20. I then went to school, cheer practice, Adopt A Child, the First basketball game, and a great night at the bowling alley, then back to Lizs house.. Saturday morning I was woke up by Maddy and went shopping with Liz's mom. Shes too cute. I want everything Liz got for Xmas, im quite jealous. After that Liz and I went over to Dustins to drop off a CD and ended up there for basically the whole day. I watched movies with everyone, and wished everything was like it used to be.
It was nice spending time together, but when you randomly stop talking to me... and I dont know y, it makes me wonder why it has changed so much between us. I dont see how we could go from being hopelessly in love, to fighting everytime we hangout. I dont want it to be this way, and cant figure out how to fix it all. I have attempted to change how I act, and I thought I was doing pretty good. But, judging by how u were acting im guessing im not acting how I used to either. I love watching movies and just cuddling at your house, and I dont understand y we just cant get along. Its how many days until ur leaving? and we cant seem to get along of anything. It just really bothers me sometimes and I wish you never would of went to ur dads, everything has been different since then. Just alwayz remember one thing... I love you.
its takes time to get to know people, but when you feel like u know everything about them, what r u supposed to do then? When you get bored when your together, and you cant have the conversations you used to, whats next? When you see that person making a mistake but not realizing it... how do u tell them they are wrong? Can you really change the way a person lives their own life? I mean, do they really change... or just tell u that they are so you will stop bothering them?
I love when you can sit around and have the most random talks with peoples parents. I think its one of the best ways to get to know a friend or boyfriend. Their parents are not going to hold anything back, which is amazing.
I wanna be able to just sit at your house for hours, and everyone get along.
I wanna be able to just walk and meet up at the Magic Bag and hangout the whole day.
I wanna be able to walk around with everyone, having no destination at all.
I wanna be able to have fun, without getting in trouble.
I wanna be able to skip the drama, and have the fun we are supposed to be having
I wanna be able to tell u I Love You, in person... without chickening out.
I wanna be able to hangout with friends whenever I want.
I wanna be able to leave school whenever I feel like it, and never come back.
I wanna be able to pass classes, without doing all the stupid papers and taking tests.
I wanna be able to make new friends easier, and not be so judgemental
I wanna be able to talk on the phone for hours like we used to
I wanna be able to live life in the edge. With no worries or complaints.
call me sometime, I miss everyone!
<3