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Holidays make me happy!
I love seeing all the lights and how everyone is in good moods (most of the time)
I really just think u hate me. Honestly... if u didnt, then I dont see how u could be acting like this. I know I dont "approach you" but I had to of done something else. Really though, is there someone else? If so, just stop lying and tell me the truth. It would save us both the trouble.
Im excited to finish Drivers Training and get my license. My life will be so much more easy going. I wont have to worry about rides, and if I need to stay down in Ferndale late, I will alwayz be able too. Plus, I can just keep my life in my trunk, which will make it easier if I suddenly need to stay the night down here.
I also really want to start bowling with my new ball. I hope it makes me better, I want my average to be high, and I want to bowl at least a two hundred every week. It may sound like a lot, but its my goal. The bowling teams r great. I love all the people, and im glad I ended up doing it.
Im glad we r talking again. I just hope we can find time to hangout more and talk more often. I know its still going to be hard, but im learning how to manage my time better, so lets hope this all improves.
I miss last year and how life was so stress free. Every hour was just pure fun and I didnt hate coming to school every morning. Theatre was the best experience of my life, and I wanna go back.
I also miss DQ. I miss everyone who worked there, and all the ice cream :P I dont talk to anyone I worked with allll fricken summer, and its sad. I want to see them all, hopefully that Holiday party happens soon!
Ashley and Melanie... this sleepover is going to be amazing. I cant go skiing, sadly. My mom made a hair appointment for me that day, b/c its the only daytime I had open. But that night will be sweet. Lots of girl talk and movies!
Have ur feelings changed? I mean... is it love still, or just a crush? We have been through A LOT together, and if ur just going to drop this... I dont see how u r doing it. Its for sure going to take a long time to get over, and plz... I wanna know what YOU want, talk to me.
Im sick of ppl lying also. Y not just tell the truth the first time around, so that if it does eventually get to me... it wont be as bad. honestly... if u tell me the truth, I may still be mad, but not as mad as I would be if I found out u were lying from someone else. It also tells me that u just dont trust me. Like, u feel like u cant tell me the truth. If anyone knows me well enough, u will know I wont judge u by what u choose to do. I have made mistakes in life, and I accept those that others make too. They are unaviodable, and part of life.
Trust is so big to me, I wish I wasnt so hard on ppl sometimes though. Honestly... if I dont trust u it could make or break our relationship.
<3
I love seeing all the lights and how everyone is in good moods (most of the time)
I really just think u hate me. Honestly... if u didnt, then I dont see how u could be acting like this. I know I dont "approach you" but I had to of done something else. Really though, is there someone else? If so, just stop lying and tell me the truth. It would save us both the trouble.
Im excited to finish Drivers Training and get my license. My life will be so much more easy going. I wont have to worry about rides, and if I need to stay down in Ferndale late, I will alwayz be able too. Plus, I can just keep my life in my trunk, which will make it easier if I suddenly need to stay the night down here.
I also really want to start bowling with my new ball. I hope it makes me better, I want my average to be high, and I want to bowl at least a two hundred every week. It may sound like a lot, but its my goal. The bowling teams r great. I love all the people, and im glad I ended up doing it.
Im glad we r talking again. I just hope we can find time to hangout more and talk more often. I know its still going to be hard, but im learning how to manage my time better, so lets hope this all improves.
I miss last year and how life was so stress free. Every hour was just pure fun and I didnt hate coming to school every morning. Theatre was the best experience of my life, and I wanna go back.
I also miss DQ. I miss everyone who worked there, and all the ice cream :P I dont talk to anyone I worked with allll fricken summer, and its sad. I want to see them all, hopefully that Holiday party happens soon!
Ashley and Melanie... this sleepover is going to be amazing. I cant go skiing, sadly. My mom made a hair appointment for me that day, b/c its the only daytime I had open. But that night will be sweet. Lots of girl talk and movies!
Have ur feelings changed? I mean... is it love still, or just a crush? We have been through A LOT together, and if ur just going to drop this... I dont see how u r doing it. Its for sure going to take a long time to get over, and plz... I wanna know what YOU want, talk to me.
Im sick of ppl lying also. Y not just tell the truth the first time around, so that if it does eventually get to me... it wont be as bad. honestly... if u tell me the truth, I may still be mad, but not as mad as I would be if I found out u were lying from someone else. It also tells me that u just dont trust me. Like, u feel like u cant tell me the truth. If anyone knows me well enough, u will know I wont judge u by what u choose to do. I have made mistakes in life, and I accept those that others make too. They are unaviodable, and part of life.
Trust is so big to me, I wish I wasnt so hard on ppl sometimes though. Honestly... if I dont trust u it could make or break our relationship.
<3