i don't feel right about alot of things
well school is alot of work thins yr.. n i wish i had zisa for histoy.. i don't like the work zellner gives damn... i also don't liek waking up early its a bore... n it makes me so tired.. today i woke up at 3..
1. b/c friday was laura's sleep over and we went to bed at like4(i went at 5 b/c i stayed up a while) then she woke us up at like 7... i had fun but i don't like how some people have problem's w/ my laugh.. thats jus the way i laugh n if u don't like it then go someplace else.. do i criticize the way u conduct yourself..ummmmm NO, so also let me jus say that w/e went on there stays there.. i can't believe i cried b/c i never cry.. i guess i was jus haveing a bad day b/c nothing is really going right ne more.. especially w/ me n family n school.. well i didn't really like the way 2 people were acting i thought it was very mean n rude.. w/e one is an a hole n the other idk about him, but mooch was an acception cuz wherever he goes he brings the words "Wacked Out Mother Fucker" along w/ him n i jus suddenly realized this... n if he thinks i am annoying then he should have been honest w/ me n told me a while ago...but over all i was pretty ok about going and i had fun in a way cept for the above things that were mentioned
2.yesterday was the R0SS0'S SWEET 16!!!! i had alot of fun lol cept for the "two" people again.. but w/e.... it was such a pretty place n i loved lauren's dress.. she also had alot of creative things there and it was great.. i danced on top of this platform. took pictures w/ people.. took pictures w/ my digital.. danced in a cage, ..danced..lol there was this really cute guy n i wanted to get his attention which i did..lol and i danced w/ him for a few mintues it was funny.. the food was great too.. i had two glasses of champaigne straight wow.. i was thirsty though n i drank all my water..champaigne is the only alcholic beverage that i like the other ones suck so.. i had fun overall even though my BOOB popped out on the dance floor! i hope no one saw man that was bad i had to go to the front desk n ask for a safety pin.. o god lol..
well i ahve alot of work so i am gonna go n do it.. doubt kevin will ever have the time to teach me ho to link an entry like shorten it.. he too busy for me
i wish i can smile again, i wish had back all the things that made me smile, cuz wen i smile its not full heartedly like it use to be..i wanna smile again...... i don't wanna have fun n regret it. i wanna smile but i lost all my motivation, everything is gone, it just sliped away.... i let everything slip away.. mayb i should slip away mayb i will find happiness if i do.. maybe i should.. i was always an accident..
1. b/c friday was laura's sleep over and we went to bed at like4(i went at 5 b/c i stayed up a while) then she woke us up at like 7... i had fun but i don't like how some people have problem's w/ my laugh.. thats jus the way i laugh n if u don't like it then go someplace else.. do i criticize the way u conduct yourself..ummmmm NO, so also let me jus say that w/e went on there stays there.. i can't believe i cried b/c i never cry.. i guess i was jus haveing a bad day b/c nothing is really going right ne more.. especially w/ me n family n school.. well i didn't really like the way 2 people were acting i thought it was very mean n rude.. w/e one is an a hole n the other idk about him, but mooch was an acception cuz wherever he goes he brings the words "Wacked Out Mother Fucker" along w/ him n i jus suddenly realized this... n if he thinks i am annoying then he should have been honest w/ me n told me a while ago...but over all i was pretty ok about going and i had fun in a way cept for the above things that were mentioned
2.yesterday was the R0SS0'S SWEET 16!!!! i had alot of fun lol cept for the "two" people again.. but w/e.... it was such a pretty place n i loved lauren's dress.. she also had alot of creative things there and it was great.. i danced on top of this platform. took pictures w/ people.. took pictures w/ my digital.. danced in a cage, ..danced..lol there was this really cute guy n i wanted to get his attention which i did..lol and i danced w/ him for a few mintues it was funny.. the food was great too.. i had two glasses of champaigne straight wow.. i was thirsty though n i drank all my water..champaigne is the only alcholic beverage that i like the other ones suck so.. i had fun overall even though my BOOB popped out on the dance floor! i hope no one saw man that was bad i had to go to the front desk n ask for a safety pin.. o god lol..
well i ahve alot of work so i am gonna go n do it.. doubt kevin will ever have the time to teach me ho to link an entry like shorten it.. he too busy for me
i wish i can smile again, i wish had back all the things that made me smile, cuz wen i smile its not full heartedly like it use to be..i wanna smile again...... i don't wanna have fun n regret it. i wanna smile but i lost all my motivation, everything is gone, it just sliped away.... i let everything slip away.. mayb i should slip away mayb i will find happiness if i do.. maybe i should.. i was always an accident..