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Apr 14, 2005 17:07

Stress is finally going 2 end. I'm through with it all.
Gotta figure out who I'm gonna give a chance, cuz guess what? I can't just up-and-leave like all the seniors. Oh, I can.... but I don't think anyone would really agree with that (except the person who probably wants 2 kill me right now).
Brendon: "I love you so much. U just don't want 2 believe it, but i really do. I'm not like all of those other guys. I'm in love with u." He wants me 2 skip school with him 2morrow.
I need 2 go do something, cuz now I'm shaking. I can't believe u did that 2 urself.... that's fucked up. And u say shit b-cuz whenever I get upset, I start sounding suicidal. Well, I never admitted it 2 u b4, but u were right... But u still don't know the half of it. I'm not worth ur pain...
I'm sick of people starting shit between me and people (Amanda). I wasn't doing SHIT with him, so fuck off!
Ok, I'm gonna go b4 I have a panic attack. Even though I don't know what 2 do 2 stop it.
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