Apr 14, 2005 14:59
So many guys promising me things I can't believe... Tired of liars, cheaters... just plain PLAYERS. It's so different here, and sometimes I don't get it. Everyone's out 2 impress everyone else. Someone who is usually shy will go out in a mini-skirt and shirt that barely covers just 2 turn that ONE head. It's beginning 2 be a compliment 4 a girl 2 be told she's dressed like a whore.
I'm sick of guys having major attitude changes. Saying they love me 1 day, and then saying they hate me the next (Ok, not in words, but by the way they act). And then feeling bad about it and appologizing. I feel like they just want me wrapped around their finger so they can get in2 my pants.
States is coming up... I kinda feel like it's my last chance. Then school is going 2 be over... The days r fading away... sometimes 2 quickly, and sometimes 2 slowly.
Probably gonna skip 3rd 2morrow 2 hang wit my bois.
I sick of all these guys having that stupid goal... 2 change me in that way...
Were the last 5 months a mistake? U and I still have all summer. And u do get some time off from college. So stop rushing things, unless u WANT 2 push me away. It's making me do things that u won't like, and that I'll probably regret...
Something's wrong and I'm afraid 2 find out what it is...