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So, I've decided not to go into detail about the experience I had the night before last. Although the first few hours were amazing and definitely noteworthy, the hours following were not so fun. So imma just leave it at that.
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I've been doing a lot of soul searching the last couple of months... on my own time and with friends. I feel like I've learned so much about myself and I've been tapping into sides of myself that have always been there, but that I've kinda kept hidden for who knows why.
All of this soul searching though, has left me feeling pretty selfish. I feel like I haven't been as good a listener as I used to be. I've been more inclined to talk about myself and how I feel, and my experiences. Although that isnt necessarily a bad thing, it's kinda just something that I'm not used to doing. I've always been more used to keeping things a little more masked and dealing with them on my own time, in my own little ways. And I've honestly never really had a problem with that. However, it does feel nice to talk more. So, I've decided that I wanna find a better balance of the two, at least for me.... so that will be short term goal #1.
Short term goal #2 is to cut down on the pot smokin' by about 75%. I know it will be easy now that school is starting next week (HOLY SHIT! WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?) Although I do love it, I don't wanna do it everyday and I've become verrrryyy aware of that fact. I just feel so bad for my poor little brain cells and my little lungs. They need a break!!! [ As does my money spendin... ]
Which leads me to short term goal #3. SAVE MONEY! That's a pretty straightforward one~
I have never been more excited for school to start! My classes are great, my schedule is perfect, and I am gonna be reading some FANTASTIC literature. PLUS, this will be my first official semester as an english major!! Hell yea =)
Nighty night.
P.S. I love Paul Rudd <3