venting
i know its dumb to use LJ to vent, but i'm going to this time.. you dont have to read this. you can ignore it all...
but yeah.. basically this day has been such a mess.. kinda like the rest of this week so far.. but yeah, apparently there is a lot to say about me.. i don't understand why people have to talk crap.. i never do anything to anyone to deserve this. i'm nice to everybody, i don't understand why anyone would want to say these kind of things about me... especially these specific things..n what ticks me off even more is that it was in front of the whole class.. so now those of them who don't know me well enough to know better, are going to have their opinions of me already swayed one way, n i don't want people thinking that about me... it just really ticks me off. and confuses me. and makes me upset to think that apparently i must have done something terribly wrong in order to get a person to invest that much of their time into making my name look bad.
& of course.. i have to come home to an argument with my brother. cus thats just pretty much how life goes.
& a crap load of homework, oh, n lets not forget that portfolio i still gotta finish. i hate IB.
oh yeah.. lets add me doing TERRIBLY at todays swim meet to the list.
something that may also contribute to that is that i pulled something weird in my leg yesterday, n now i limp around like a tard n had to get all iced up by trainer today. icy hot is freakin weird, woahhh.
& IM SO SICK OF EATING ITALIAN FOOD. i know we're italian, but WHAT THE CRAP. i personally live in america, n wouldnt mind eating something other than eggplant parmesean and baked ziti, etc, etc.
...ok, so i was kind of exaggerating about the last one, it doesnt really tick me off as much as i made it seem like it did lol, i just had to break the serious tone of this.. but yeah, today was just NOT my day.
maybe tomorrow will be better?
but yeah.. basically this day has been such a mess.. kinda like the rest of this week so far.. but yeah, apparently there is a lot to say about me.. i don't understand why people have to talk crap.. i never do anything to anyone to deserve this. i'm nice to everybody, i don't understand why anyone would want to say these kind of things about me... especially these specific things..n what ticks me off even more is that it was in front of the whole class.. so now those of them who don't know me well enough to know better, are going to have their opinions of me already swayed one way, n i don't want people thinking that about me... it just really ticks me off. and confuses me. and makes me upset to think that apparently i must have done something terribly wrong in order to get a person to invest that much of their time into making my name look bad.
& of course.. i have to come home to an argument with my brother. cus thats just pretty much how life goes.
& a crap load of homework, oh, n lets not forget that portfolio i still gotta finish. i hate IB.
oh yeah.. lets add me doing TERRIBLY at todays swim meet to the list.
something that may also contribute to that is that i pulled something weird in my leg yesterday, n now i limp around like a tard n had to get all iced up by trainer today. icy hot is freakin weird, woahhh.
& IM SO SICK OF EATING ITALIAN FOOD. i know we're italian, but WHAT THE CRAP. i personally live in america, n wouldnt mind eating something other than eggplant parmesean and baked ziti, etc, etc.
...ok, so i was kind of exaggerating about the last one, it doesnt really tick me off as much as i made it seem like it did lol, i just had to break the serious tone of this.. but yeah, today was just NOT my day.
maybe tomorrow will be better?