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i am feeling extremely wiped out. i have been sick for like week. And the times between being sick are as little as a month. '
Important things going on in my life-
One: I have thought to myself I am pregnant
reasons as follows; I have not started my period, I have been very very sick in the morning, I have had unusual cramping for 15 days and I thought i had my period but it lasted a day and started right after having sex.
Two: These circumstances are horrific and cause me to feel sorry for myself
Also I have been having troubles with my boyfriend. I know he finally loves me but there are things in the past that sometimes bother me.
I feel sick and tired. Well a lot has been going on. I broke up with Carman some time ago like 8 months ago. It is going surprisingly well because i have found someone i am extremely in love with. Adam, Sometimes i am confused and feel like cutting off from him but he has the ability to make me fall right back in love with him leaving me to wash off the existing doubts for a minute. I guess I should be true and go with my instincts but I am under his charm. and I dont mind it, i love it for the time being. Its scary cuz the way i feel for him is so unstable. I have been up all day on the computer reading his account things and prying into his personal things he writes. He has a fucked up past-worse then mine, he is intelligent and sincere. I finally have him loving me the way i had loved him.
Important things going on in my life-
One: I have thought to myself I am pregnant
reasons as follows; I have not started my period, I have been very very sick in the morning, I have had unusual cramping for 15 days and I thought i had my period but it lasted a day and started right after having sex.
Two: These circumstances are horrific and cause me to feel sorry for myself
Also I have been having troubles with my boyfriend. I know he finally loves me but there are things in the past that sometimes bother me.
I feel sick and tired. Well a lot has been going on. I broke up with Carman some time ago like 8 months ago. It is going surprisingly well because i have found someone i am extremely in love with. Adam, Sometimes i am confused and feel like cutting off from him but he has the ability to make me fall right back in love with him leaving me to wash off the existing doubts for a minute. I guess I should be true and go with my instincts but I am under his charm. and I dont mind it, i love it for the time being. Its scary cuz the way i feel for him is so unstable. I have been up all day on the computer reading his account things and prying into his personal things he writes. He has a fucked up past-worse then mine, he is intelligent and sincere. I finally have him loving me the way i had loved him.