I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me...
I just want to stop thinking. Things have been really good lately, I'm in love...and finnally allowed to say so. He told me he loved me, and ever since then I've just been *ecstatic.* There's definately something between us, and I'm happier then I've ever been.
...Yesterday I came home from school and passed out around 4. I woke up at 11 and couldn't get ahold of Brandon, so I called him this morning. It was like 6am, he was probably thinking I smoked some crack or something. I just had to hear his voice, just once...before school. He told me out of nowhere he missed me though, it was cute. <3 I don't think he has any idea how much he means to me. :) Then again, I don't know if anyone else does either....It doesn't seem like people take me very seriously when it comes to him. That doesn't really matter though, as long as I know the truth.
...Yesterday I came home from school and passed out around 4. I woke up at 11 and couldn't get ahold of Brandon, so I called him this morning. It was like 6am, he was probably thinking I smoked some crack or something. I just had to hear his voice, just once...before school. He told me out of nowhere he missed me though, it was cute. <3 I don't think he has any idea how much he means to me. :) Then again, I don't know if anyone else does either....It doesn't seem like people take me very seriously when it comes to him. That doesn't really matter though, as long as I know the truth.