Here I am
Hello my chums. I'm deffo back now. Back back. Because I don't have the crappy phone line internet that goes really slowwwllllyyy. I have the one I've always had. Which is very very nice, let me tell you. Because now I can finally get off my chest some things I've wanted to put on LJ for weeks and weeks. Because I realise that I sort of kept it all ( Read more... )
I'm really sorry for you, and you seem so mature about it! i know what you're going through, cause I'm in the exact same situation. Well, almost. It's like...about 6 months ago I was totally sure that my dad had another woman, cause he was LIVING with her while he was abroad, but now he says he doesn't care about her at all, and doesn't like her, and he's just staying at her house so he doesn't have to pay for a hotel. Which makes him a dick too, but whatever. The thing is, my mom isn't even that angry about it, cause she has someone too. Or I dunno. Like, one day she says "your father has someone else, so I got myself someone else. If he stops, I will too" (she doesn't quite believe him the 'i-dont-care-bout-her-thing'), and the next she's like "I don't have a boyfriend or whatever you mean, what makes you think that? I don't need to tell you about private things like that", but it's obvious that there must be someone, cause somebody always calls her mobile (and then she says it had been a woman, ha ha, I could hear that it was a man), and she's writing mails she doesn't want us to see all the time, bla bla. she's just acting very weird and has totally changed her whole behaviour. which in fact makes my father blame her again.
and they're fighting. a lot. my father's just yelling all the time, and my mother's yelling bad. today it got really bad, he blamed her for i dunno what, and even shouted "you damn bitch" or something like that, and at THIS point i would've thrown him out. seriously. however, again, she stayed quite calm. how can you take this? i would've kicked him out of the house and not let him back in again till he appologizes.
most of the time I don't say anything while they're fighting, cause it won't make it any better. but i can hear everything of course, our house isn't a castle. and they just WON'T get divored, like I told you before. "It may become better eventually" come onnnn. I remember kelly osbourne once saying "my parents should get divorced" and I was shocked, i thought it was so rude, but now I'm saying it myself.
okay, sorry, i hope that wasn't too much of my own venting when you already have enough probs to deal with :/
*huggles*
we'll make it ;)
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