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i hate life right now. my mom comes home for five minutes a day, plops down on the couch and thinks of things she can yell at me for. everyday i come home and she has some note for me calling me a jerk or saying i didnt put my dishes away or something. and it really fucking gets to me because i work my ass off keeping everything around the house together. she doesn't even think to yell at the fucking stranger she has living here, doesn't even fucking consider that him and his 10 fucking computer geek friends here at a givin time would bother me. she doesn't have to do anything but take my dad's child support check and pay her bills and spend the rest of whatever she makes on her stupid 80 dollar face cream that sure as fuck isn't helping her any and going out feeding her fat ass. then there's my boyfriend who forced his way into my life and sealed up all the ways i could push him out. he's fucking stuck with me. he's got all of his stupid shit here and is a fucking slob and i can't stand it. i hate everyone i see on a daily basis and i just have to bite my tongue, which most of the time i don't anyway. i cant wait to get the fuck out of here.