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just a tennessee thing baby!
Current mood: calm
Yup, so i came home. After a couple sleepless nights, and a few fights, and alot of sould searching....i decided to come home. i didnt say it was the prettiest ending, but i did what i thought i had to do. Whether its the right choice or not , i made it and i have to live with it. If columbus is wher ei was suppose to be, then i will find my way back one day. I did meet a few awesome people, and one whos memory will never fade. I know the truth, regardless of anything that is whitedout towards her. It was the hardest thing i have done in a while, walking away from my father....the look in his eye, when i hugged him i could feel his heart beat...so loud agianst my ear...it was a feeling i would never forget. I let my dad down, but if i didnt come home, i would have let my mom down. Either way i couldnt win as far as makign them happy...but when do i ever get a chance to make myself happy? Im going to finish some school, so at least i will be makign more money and then hopefully in a year, the lord willing i will find out where i wanna be.
I had fun tonight BTW* jayjay. it was nice to see my best friend in the whole world. It was nice to get off 65 and have a big ass hug and blunt waiting on me. My friends always pull me through.
Thank you.
Current mood: calm
Yup, so i came home. After a couple sleepless nights, and a few fights, and alot of sould searching....i decided to come home. i didnt say it was the prettiest ending, but i did what i thought i had to do. Whether its the right choice or not , i made it and i have to live with it. If columbus is wher ei was suppose to be, then i will find my way back one day. I did meet a few awesome people, and one whos memory will never fade. I know the truth, regardless of anything that is whitedout towards her. It was the hardest thing i have done in a while, walking away from my father....the look in his eye, when i hugged him i could feel his heart beat...so loud agianst my ear...it was a feeling i would never forget. I let my dad down, but if i didnt come home, i would have let my mom down. Either way i couldnt win as far as makign them happy...but when do i ever get a chance to make myself happy? Im going to finish some school, so at least i will be makign more money and then hopefully in a year, the lord willing i will find out where i wanna be.
I had fun tonight BTW* jayjay. it was nice to see my best friend in the whole world. It was nice to get off 65 and have a big ass hug and blunt waiting on me. My friends always pull me through.
Thank you.