happiness
life
-they never said it would be easy....
yeah, so i cant find a job. People here give you the run around. its like you have to work from the inside out in this city
its kinda tough i think....but im not giving up. i know i will find one eventually.
Im still working my ass off at the gym. You have to work hard for what u want, right?
My stomach muscles are starting to ache really bad, sometimes i wonder if its because i push myself soo much.
Sometime i get on the tredmill and think about everything and everyone.. and i get going so damn fast i cant tell you how long ive been on there. My haters are what keeps me motivated. Even though there words are nothign to do with my looks, its the lies, the fakeness about them....... it pisses me off soooo bad i just want to be the best i can be... im addicted, you should be too. committ to be fit bitch!
Im happy here. It scares me sometimes, cause the longer im here the more use to i become. I dont really care for the people here or the city, but im happy here. i see that, and i havnt been happy in a very long time. Everytime my mom calls, its something to do with drama. I went over the text messages, anna this anna that. Shit is just annoying now. When u come to a point in your life when your happy and in a stable enviroment.. you look at other peoples lifes and go "wow.... how did i ever think that was what i wanted"? shes my mom, i love her.. but damn... sometimes its hard for me to think about going back to TN. and to be honest i might not. I know thats not what some of you want to hear. but i DONT know. i have to do what makes me happy. Im not living somewhere..... where i cant enjoy life.
-My a m a z i n g Drae.
"she said your a loser, he replied "but im your loser"-rachel and drae.
- there story...
she was a rockstar, he was a artist..
She wanted Something else, Something different,
Something more... Passion & Romance perhaps, or maybe
quiet conversations in candlelight rooms or perhaps something
as simple as not being second.
lets slow dance && be the couple everyone
wishes they could be; lets look at the stars
& k i s s all'night long; lets take it slow then
speed it up; lets take stupid pictures & laugh
`til we cant breathe...
What is cute?
Cute is young && inexperienced.
Cute is holding hands in the car
& kissing at the red lights
from the lack of sleep & the bloodshot eyes
to the nervous kiss & the butterflies.....
your hand will always
be my favorite one to hold. Lip Gloss ... I put it on…you lick it off
guess what i'm trying to say is..
..i'm crazy for him
so choose carefully ;; if you want
her .. then tell her. because once
she's gone ; she won't turn back.
Ever since I met you on a cloudy Tuesday;
I can't believe how much I love the rain.
&& At the end of the night, they were crazy about each other
all that needs to be said
xoxo,
Rachel
-they never said it would be easy....
yeah, so i cant find a job. People here give you the run around. its like you have to work from the inside out in this city
its kinda tough i think....but im not giving up. i know i will find one eventually.
Im still working my ass off at the gym. You have to work hard for what u want, right?
My stomach muscles are starting to ache really bad, sometimes i wonder if its because i push myself soo much.
Sometime i get on the tredmill and think about everything and everyone.. and i get going so damn fast i cant tell you how long ive been on there. My haters are what keeps me motivated. Even though there words are nothign to do with my looks, its the lies, the fakeness about them....... it pisses me off soooo bad i just want to be the best i can be... im addicted, you should be too. committ to be fit bitch!
Im happy here. It scares me sometimes, cause the longer im here the more use to i become. I dont really care for the people here or the city, but im happy here. i see that, and i havnt been happy in a very long time. Everytime my mom calls, its something to do with drama. I went over the text messages, anna this anna that. Shit is just annoying now. When u come to a point in your life when your happy and in a stable enviroment.. you look at other peoples lifes and go "wow.... how did i ever think that was what i wanted"? shes my mom, i love her.. but damn... sometimes its hard for me to think about going back to TN. and to be honest i might not. I know thats not what some of you want to hear. but i DONT know. i have to do what makes me happy. Im not living somewhere..... where i cant enjoy life.
-My a m a z i n g Drae.
"she said your a loser, he replied "but im your loser"-rachel and drae.
- there story...
she was a rockstar, he was a artist..
She wanted Something else, Something different,
Something more... Passion & Romance perhaps, or maybe
quiet conversations in candlelight rooms or perhaps something
as simple as not being second.
lets slow dance && be the couple everyone
wishes they could be; lets look at the stars
& k i s s all'night long; lets take it slow then
speed it up; lets take stupid pictures & laugh
`til we cant breathe...
What is cute?
Cute is young && inexperienced.
Cute is holding hands in the car
& kissing at the red lights
from the lack of sleep & the bloodshot eyes
to the nervous kiss & the butterflies.....
your hand will always
be my favorite one to hold. Lip Gloss ... I put it on…you lick it off
guess what i'm trying to say is..
..i'm crazy for him
so choose carefully ;; if you want
her .. then tell her. because once
she's gone ; she won't turn back.
Ever since I met you on a cloudy Tuesday;
I can't believe how much I love the rain.
&& At the end of the night, they were crazy about each other
all that needs to be said
xoxo,
Rachel