the veil has lifted
ever felt like you've been in a haze and suddenly it all became so clear?
in one of my first few posts about him, i wrote:
"there is something like a veil over us that has yet to be lifted"
well, the veil has lifted and i am seeing what is truly there
me, a woman ready to love a man so purely and unconditionally, like who i have been for him,
i've stripped down, in most every sense, he's seen parts of me i never dared to expose to a man before-vulnerable, fearless, angry, self-honoring...i was being the woman i want to be in relationship with a man, and have become more fully that woman by allowing those parts of me i have kept hidden to be seen
him, a man who lives within his own fabricated world, so wrapped up in his quest for connection and enlightenment that he fails to see the reality of the separation he creates with others, with me... someone so lost he cannot see the path to freedom and love right in front of his eyes
he is closed, i am open
he is confusion, i am conviction
he is fear, i am love
and mostly,
i am ready and he is not
i am taking what i have learned and moving on, there is no need or place for him in my life anymore
he is the one leaving, but i have already gone
in one of my first few posts about him, i wrote:
"there is something like a veil over us that has yet to be lifted"
well, the veil has lifted and i am seeing what is truly there
me, a woman ready to love a man so purely and unconditionally, like who i have been for him,
i've stripped down, in most every sense, he's seen parts of me i never dared to expose to a man before-vulnerable, fearless, angry, self-honoring...i was being the woman i want to be in relationship with a man, and have become more fully that woman by allowing those parts of me i have kept hidden to be seen
him, a man who lives within his own fabricated world, so wrapped up in his quest for connection and enlightenment that he fails to see the reality of the separation he creates with others, with me... someone so lost he cannot see the path to freedom and love right in front of his eyes
he is closed, i am open
he is confusion, i am conviction
he is fear, i am love
and mostly,
i am ready and he is not
i am taking what i have learned and moving on, there is no need or place for him in my life anymore
he is the one leaving, but i have already gone