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[lurid_outburst]

I was just wondering, why me? This is kind of in line with my last post, but this time I am even more depressed, WAY more depressed. I have no real feeling anymore, it seems. Ryan made another fucking moronic choice, go figure. I am gonna make myself scarce at lunch, now, because people have been bugging me, cause I dont eat lunch. I dunno, I have

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[anonymous]

Don't be so hard on yourself! Kev has that right idea...what he said in his comments! High school is only a small part of your life! And the people in it you won't ever have to see or hear from ever again if you don't want too once you get out! There is so much more life beyond high school! BELIEVE ME!!! Being from a small town where everyone knows everyone business sucks! And the people you call friends turn out to not be your friends, they lie, cheat, steal and use you! But have faith there are good people out there...and from the sound of things you are not surrounding yourself with them! Get through high school and then you can move on! Honestly high school is the hard part! Once you are out of there nobody cares what you do, whether you eat lunch or not, how you dress whatever it may be! Dom be one of those small town kids that doesn't amount to anything! And like I have told you before.....ending things is not the answer! You are a smart person and have so much...more than you know going for you! Your love for cars and rebuiling them I see is one of your passions in life and your truly enjoy them! That is something that is so positive and something you can go far doing! I know it seems liek things are really tough right now! Don't forget to look at the positives.....catching the cancer early as an example! Do you know how awesome that is! So, many people that have been in that situation would love to have caught that early. So many people have gotten through this and he will too! Just be there supporting him because that's the best cure.....love! And that is something he will ALWAYS remember! Take all these experience that you have had and thrieve off them! Prove people wrong....it's a great feeling! You are not the only person in this world of billions of people that is feeling the way you are...you are not alone! Just fight through it! Over coming these obstacles on life is an awesome feeling! Don't let evil win! You are stronger than you think! Anyway, have a good day and smile because there are people out there that love and care about you and don't want to see you so depressed! Lift your head high and be proud of yourself! You deserve it!