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Jan 10, 2006 17:55

I was just wondering, why me? This is kind of in line with my last post, but this time I am even more depressed, WAY more depressed. I have no real feeling anymore, it seems. Ryan made another fucking moronic choice, go figure. I am gonna make myself scarce at lunch, now, because people have been bugging me, cause I dont eat lunch. I dunno, I have ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 11 2006, 04:16:36 UTC

Well, it is you because you are the most vulnerable target people can find, and they like it that you are willing to try you best to please thema nd makethem happy, despite what happens to you. Nobody cares about how you feel, people like jenny, all they want is for you too give them what they want and than they dump you, leave you to fend for yourself when the going gets rough. You proved yourself wrong. So I only have one question, do you believe me yet?
-That-One-Guy

anonymous March 13 2006, 18:22:25 UTC

your evil. when peopel are depressed its really not helpful to hear "Nobody cares about how you feel, people like jenny, all they want is for you too give them what they want and than they dump you, leave you to fend for yourself when the going gets rough" ryan is my best friend and i'm sorry that u think i'm such a craptacular friend. i didn't that cos i cared if he was eating or not qualified me as a bad friend, i didn't know it bothered him til he wrote about it so i quit ok?

anonymous March 13 2006, 18:25:59 UTC

your evil. when peopel are depressed its really not helpful to hear "Nobody cares about how you feel, people like jenny, all they want is for you too give them what they want and than they dump you, leave you to fend for yourself when the going gets rough" ryan is my best friend and i'm sorry that u think i'm such a craptacular friend. i didn't know that cos i cared if he was eating or not qualified me as a bad friend, i didn't know it bothered him til he wrote about it so i quit ok? and by quit i mean i quit trying to get him to ewat.not quit caring.

anonymous March 15 2006, 05:07:10 UTC

::wonders how in the fuck people brought this to be about Jenny::
Um, guys.... this was about me not doing good in school, not Jenny being a bad friend. I, to this day, cannot think of one time I have been used by jenny. I really can't. I want everyone to take my journal at face value and quit bringing it over to Jenny, she hasnt been/wont be a problem as far as I can tell. Whoever truly thinks they know me and thinks Jenny is using me is welcome to point out an example, but I honestly can't think of one... fucking insightful wannabe bitches twisting shit around to make it sound different than what it was.

stick_blasphemy January 11 2006, 11:10:27 UTC

Sounds like you need to re-evaluate some things, friendships in particular, figure out who your real friends are and clean house accordingly, and make it stick. People, high school people especially, as a rule of thumb do not make radical transformations, have paradigm shifts, or have any other miraculous personality alterations that warrant forgiveness for something they've done to you in the past week/month/whatever. A lot of people don't change at all after high school, and you'll eliminate a lot of heartache later. I know it's a small town, I know it's a small school, but sometimes it pays to keep that nice tight circle of a couple friends (or best friend) in school, and draw the rest of your friends and love interests from a larger pool where selfish, malicious, unstable, and greedy people can be shunned as they should be. I know you feel bad for some of these people, and I know you're an extremely charitable guy, but it's not worth it at the expense of yourself and your happiness. You can't make a project out of a person, ( ... )

anonymous January 11 2006, 15:42:27 UTC

Don't be so hard on yourself! Kev has that right idea...what he said in his comments! High school is only a small part of your life! And the people in it you won't ever have to see or hear from ever again if you don't want too once you get out! There is so much more life beyond high school! BELIEVE ME!!! Being from a small town where everyone knows everyone business sucks! And the people you call friends turn out to not be your friends, they lie, cheat, steal and use you! But have faith there are good people out there...and from the sound of things you are not surrounding yourself with them! Get through high school and then you can move on! Honestly high school is the hard part! Once you are out of there nobody cares what you do, whether you eat lunch or not, how you dress whatever it may be! Dom be one of those small town kids that doesn't amount to anything! And like I have told you before.....ending things is not the answer! You are a smart person and have so much...more than you know going for you! Your love for cars and ( ... )

lurid_outburst January 12 2006, 01:53:40 UTC

You guys are right, I need to re-evaluate a lot of things. I dont honestly think Jenny doesnt care, I know she does. I have some friends that I am proud of, and some I am not proud of. Jenny is one that I am proud of, so is my close circle, but there are some people like Brandon and all them that I dont like. But Jenny, she I am proud of.