May 28, 2006 12:45
Urg. One of my very good friends, Kenji, has Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, and friday night (thursday morning for me, they live in Japan) he had a seizure and now he is in a mini coma. His boyfriend, Yaruki, wanted to stay with him the whole time, but no, the hospital basically told him to piss off because they are assholes. He had to go home and sit in a chair for hours and worry. When he finally got to go back, he told me he sat and just held Kenji's hand, and that when he said his name, Kenji squeezed his hand.
I feel so helpless lately, because there is nothing I can do except sit behind my computer and feel sorry for people. I think my life is bad? Pff. I am just a whiny little brat who wants things to be perfect or I get cranky. Well, fuck that. My life isn't that bad.